Thursday, 9 April 2009

It hurts a lot when you force to LOVE...

Its true when you force to love someone,

I'd been expirience this year 2009. On the 11th of February, he wrote me a love letter that he fall in love with me. Ans so i also in love with him. Its been 2 months an a half.

I'm honestly telling you that i'd been never ever feeling love at him. Because we never knew each other. But he didn't know that i never ever love him. What i was worried about that he really cares about me. But his love can't and it will never reach to my heart. Don't ask why...

9th April 2009,
I was down hearted, badmood just because of him. His attitude was-i don't know-showoff that he wants everybody knows that im' his future wife-that's an over confident.
For 1 month that i reminded to him that he have to change his attitude. I told him stay focus on your study. I told him don't follow your friends when they talk.
But it's a waste of my energy to do it. He do his "taubat" twice" but still his attitude still the same.
That's why it makes my head so dizzy. . .

My suggestion~there is the time that i'll broke up with him because if i keep my relationship with him,my life will tortured by him.

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